You are constantly in my thoughts Michael. There are certain days that are just so hard all I wanna do is curl up into a ball and cry. Then I realize that is something you would of been upset with me about. Every day from the moment I wake to the moment sleep overtakes me are filled with wanting you to be proud of me. I miss you more than Life itself and wish I were with you :*( but I guess there are things I have to do here.